learning

my schedual this semester leaves me lots of extra time for doing things like this. hopefully i will get a job and be able to take up some of that time. its kinda good to be back. its nice to see everyone from school but at the same time i miss erica a lot. why do the people that are so perfect for eachother have to be so far away from eachother. the girl is incredable and i hate being so far away from her but i know that even though it sucks being apart its amazing being to gether and i don't want to loose that. i don't think i will because she loves me as much as i do. good things are instore for that girl and hopefully i will be along for the ride. tomarrow i have 3 more classes and then the weekend. i have a saterday class which sucks but whatever next week i should have it because i think its only once a semester.

school
so i moved back to school yesterday. its nice to be back again but for the first time i wish school was closer to home.last week i spent an amazing week with erica. we went to my camp and made all our meals together. i never had any want to cook before but with her its fun. being with her is just perfect. she makes me feel so amazing and gives me confedance that i can do anything. shes something amazing. i wish she was closer but one day that will happen. today i got up early and went running with glen. it was good but i really need to get in shape. i hope we both stick with it. i need to set up an appointment with my advisor today to see if i can figure out how to graduate a semester early. should be fun.

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summer
so school is about to start. i can't say i am excited this year. although it will be like vacation after working crazy hours this summer. the summer went absolutly nothing like i planned. it wasn't bad it was actually really good. the begginning of summer started off with a crazy night for my b day followed with an awsome stay in potsdam and riding with steve and his buddies. that was followed with an incredible weekend with the most amazing girl i have ever met. erica is something special. something about her just makes me feel so good and want to be better. with the summer starting like that it was awsome. after only a a couple days of being at home i was working for coke again. the job is good and bad. i had every weekend off this summer which was awsome but i would get up early and work late almost every day so my weeknights were short. i still got to hang out with steve and chrissy a lot though which was awsome.

at the begging of the summer erica and were involved which turned into us dating and now i am completely retarded for the girl. i have never felt like this for any other person. its hard to explain so i won't even try. just i love this feeling and i never want to give it up.

i got steve to do some work on his willys and it is looking goodwe should be done tommarrow actually. with that said i never got my jeep i came really close once but the guy selling was a tool and ouldn't work with me on paper work. ohwell bigger budget next year.

i have been to nh a few times this summer. ever time has been really good. i love going back. its really nice last weekend i broought erica steve chrissy and eric. it was awsome we had a really good time had the best dinner i think any of us have ever had with out parents. greg and jeff came down. there was some killer king of the raft going on and we had a bonfire. it was awsome. besides makeing a fool out of my self one night.

there are so many highlights of the summer that i can't possibly hit all of them. i decided that i wantto graduate in 3.5 years instead of 4 so that i can be a ski bum for a couple months before i get a really job. i think it will be well worth it. well back to packing.

so its been a really long time and for the first time this summer i have a few minutes to spare and i was bored so i thought i would do a semi anual update. summer is going by so fast. it has been nothing of what i expected except work. i work 50 to 60 hours a week as a drivers helper at coca cola. the job isn't bad and its good exercise. its nice when the paychecks come. i still haven't found a jeep i almost had one put an offer in and everything but the guy would not cooperate with me to get the paper work all set. Douch bag! but its alright because now i have decided that i am going to stick with what i originaly wanted and get a flat fender. if i can find one. who knows. the summer is winding to an end so its getting kind of to late anyways.
dispite not having a jeep this summer has still been nothing short of amazing. I have hung out with steve and chrissy basicaly every day and i have seen more of olsen then usual for summer time. I started officially dating erica the 24th of june which is outstanding. we were exlusive for pretty much the whole summer but that made it official. shes my utopia. we talk like woa and its always amazing. she just makes me feel so good when i talk to her. i have never met a girl so beautiful with such an amazing personality. she really is the best. so now everyone i know can start singing jesse's girl and meaning it. ahah. really though. oh and a new clothing line might be coming out look for it AM Tendenza. big things BIG THINGS

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i don't really use this anymore. I'm not really sure why? i guess i just haven't been doing a lot of exciting things. school is tough this semester so most my energy has been focused on that although i have found time to ride my bike and hang out with marilu. its getting late in the smester. there is only about 2 weeks till finals. i can't wait till finals are over. hopefully i do well on them. this semester has just been rediculesly busy and night classes have sucked a lot. never take them if you have a choice. next semester shouldn'yt be quite so hectic so i'm looking forward to that. i am also looking forward to winter break. this year i am going to ski a lot more. hopefully i will be able to get my summer job back when i go home for qwinter break. i could deffinatly use some cash and i am going to colorado again this year with steve and i am really excited for it.
in other news i went to talent on mionday with jon. it was really fun. i have lost a lot of tricks but i'm getting them back and i learned 360 hurricanes which i was pretty psyced about. i trade my game boy to john for a hub and hes building me a new rear wheel this weekend probly. should be nice.
i need a hair cut pretty bad and want to get one before i got to nh for thanks giving i just haven't gotten around too it.
i'm going to go ride now

Current Mood: determined

well i have been realy busy so its been a while scince i have last updated. it doesn't really matter though because i haven't done anything new. school is taking my life away with lots of homework and studiing. i do get to go ride a little bit now. i have been having fun with that bmx is good time i think its making me a lot smoother. the skate park closed this week which sucks because now its just the campus and the accasional uptown trip but what eva its okay. i met with my adviser who is was way better than my last years adviser and i have my schudual picked out for next semester. i can't wait till next semester because this one is ruff. i also think i am going to be an RA next semester i need to look into that soon.

Current Mood: drained

this weekend i went to my camp with marilu. it was really nice being alone with each other for the weekend. i got to see all my grandparent which i have been wanting to do for quite some time. the trip there and back really wasn't even to bad it took about 3 and a half hours to drive it. so went out for ice cream almost every night and we watched movies. it was very relaxing and nice after a very long stressfull week. well i got class so maybe i will continue this later.

Current Mood: thirsty

its been a really long time. i think the begining of summer was the last time i updated this. anyways its been so long i forgot my log in name. i'll split it up and just hit the important things.

-worked and coke for the summer and some pretty good money at the cost of my life. i worked 55 hoursish a week so my social life suffered.
-school started and i've been just as busy. 8 classes for 18 credits is way to much. i haven't had time for barely anything durring the week. assignment pile up around me faster than i can do them. still i have kept on triing to do my best.
-been a little stressed over classes and test for the first time in my life i think.
-went camping with marilu and jane 3 weeks ago.
-went to the fbm ghetto comp and home last weekend. found this amazing place to ride near the zoo and saw some redicules riding at the ghetto comp.
-purchased a new bmx bike from a dude in california. should be here today.
-leaving for my camp after classes today
-been doing lots of yoga. the shits awsome

thats about all thats been going on

so classe3s today weren't bad i got some hard classes coming up i think but what ever i will do my best. today pete and i went riding and met an other kid that rides. his names john and it seems like he will be riding a lot. he can't replace joe but he can fill the slot. he seems cool so i'm kinda excited to have someone else to ride with. so tommarrow i don't have class till ten but i have night class sucks and my back hurts so i am going to hit the sack.

Current Mood: drained
Current Music: none pete has a girl over

i know its been a long time but i have been busy. for most hte summer i was working monday through friday 630 till 630 at coke helping with deliveries and stuff. it was a good job but reafirmed that i was to stay in school. so saterday i had a last supper and steve, his skirt, chrissy and brian o came over. olsen made an apperiance too. it was a fun last night.

so i got to school yesterday and it was good to see everyone. to my surprise joe came to visit which was awsome.yesterday was just a nice relaxed day. today i had my first classes. they were good i tryhink library skills will be borring but good and calc doesn't seem to bad joe said the proffesor is really good. my french teacher didn't show which reaffirms that the french are ass holes ahaha. so i got one more class later tonight at 6.

so not much new is happening i have been working a lot. i hung out with steve and chrissy on monday and we shot guns hit golf balls and played with hoola hoops. it was awsome. still no calls on my car but it hits the autotrader today so i am hoping the calls will start now. today work was pretty easy except the rain which sucked. i hate working in the rain but one of the stops was the strip club. there weren't any girls dancing though so it was a let down. but oh well it was still intresting to go. the driver told the other strip club has better talent. ahahah. anyways i was out at five and have been just sitting around. surprise surprise.

Current Mood: bored

it seems like i never update this thing anymore. probly because i don't. but oh well. i have been working a lot and triing to get my car ready to sell. right now it is sitting in the p&c parking lot and hopefully someone sees it and wants to buy it. this sucks because i need to sell the car by the 20th so i can tell my brother i can buy his. i really want his car too. so hopefully it sells and if you know anyone looking tell them to buy it. 1997 ford contour. its in good shape i just want my brothers civic.
so marilu is coming tonight and it should be fun. i always enjoy it when she comes to visit. only thing is that the house is full my grandparents uncle and causin are here. which i am also very pleaced with its always good to see them to. it seems i don't get to see anyof them enough.

Current Mood: hopeful

its been a long time
i don't think i have updated this since before i started work. so its been a while. good news is that i started work. i work for coca-cola and ride with truck drivers and help them unload cases of soda or i drive a van and deliver them myself. I go into work at 630 and get out between 3-7. its long days but i am making money and the work is hard but its not real bad. so i haven't had a lot of time on my hands but when i haven't been working i have been triig to ride my bike or mowing the 2 lawns in the neighborhood that i have to do. marilu came to my camp last week with the whole fam damily and she got to see what a small town really is. it was a good weekend family filled and it was awesome having marilu there. i wish we could see each other more but i will see her this weekend. i hung out with rach on saterday night and it was great to hang out with her again. it seems like we to are both really busy now and have trouble coordinating our scheduals.
so mother brother is home for the week and i test drove his car. i might buy it i need to have a mechanic look at it and check things out but from what i have seen it is in greeat shape. the only thing is i would have to sell my car withing a month. so we will see what happens.

COKE called
this morning the phone phone woke me up and i asumed it was my mom like always but this time it was coke. THey told me that they are waiting on the back ground check then i have to get a pee test then i should start soon after that. So i should do fine with all the test and hopefully be working by next week!!!

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Current Music: none

my fucken lawn mower is broke
well this weekend was a lot of fun. i went to marilu's for the weekend. she got a new car friday so we got to sit in the dmv for a while thats always fun. her new car is really nice. its a 98 jetta wolfsburgh edition. i don't know what that means but i think it like the german eddy bouwer. friday night we went to the drive in with jane and saw shrek 2 and mean girls. both were excelent movies. on saterday and sunday we went up near lake goerge to go camping. it wasn't real camping but it was fun. we hiked a lot. joe met us there so it was fun to see him again. we came back on sunday and i was going to come home but i decided i would stay another night because the traffic was bad and it was getting late. we went out to eat at this nice pizza place and then watched gia. that movie was pretty good. so i came home bright and early monday and got here before noon.

to my surprise i didn't have a room my mom took everything out of it and painted both that and the other bigger guest room. so i had to change all my stuff around of course and now i am in the other guest room. i hung out with steve and we put together a new computer desk for my room. my allergies were bothering me or something because i was really congested and couldn't breath well. i am better today.

today i got up around 8 then just watched a bike video till 9ish. i was on the phone for a while triing to find a job. the guy at coke i need to talk to wasn't there, the manager at ems wasn't there, pac sun isn't hiring and boarders isn''t answering there phone. this is starting to get really frustrating. i need a job. i think i am going to apply to some resturants. i don't really want to work in the food buisness but i need a job. to top everything off i went out to mow my neighbors lawn and my piece of shit lawn mower doesn't work. that is the on'y job i have now. but since my lawn mower is broke i can't even count on 20 dollars a week from him. why can't we just not have to have money.

Current Mood: aggravated
Current Music: if hope dies

rain storms suck
2 nights ago i went to dave and charlies with rach. it was fun we all just hung out. on the ride home there was a ton of lightning and rain. it was raining so hard it sounded like it was going to come through the windows. when i got home i went to bed pretty quick. the thunder and lightning didn't stop for most of the night. when i woke up the next morning it was to my parents being really loud i ended up getting out of bed at 7, there was know power and the basement had about 4 inches of water in. my dad and i spent the morning cleaning the basement and getting everything dried out. it was lame. then to top it off i had to mow the lawn. steve drove his mower down and did half on the sit down. it was nice i think we got the whole thing done in like a half hour which is really impressive.

We went to the bike shop and i got air in my fork. it feals like a rock right now its really stiff and i like it. today steve and i are going to the skate park. this is the first bike sesion i will have gone to and i am hoping its not to full. it was fun cause john and salty were there. we ended up watching most of chainreaction 5. its a really good video. we worked on steves bike in the basement and now we got that working so its awsome steve can ride again.

Current Mood: blank
Current Music: one true thing

its been a long time scince i updated. i don't really know why because i haven't been that busy. scince i have been home i hadn't done to much. i have been hanging out with rach a lot and on monday and wednesday i went to the skate park. i think i am going to go today too. on sunday i met a guy there named matt who was pretty good and wants to ride sometime so that was awsome. i got my new fork and pedals this week and they both look awsome. they work awsome too.
steve came home yesterday so rach and i hung out with him for then charlie dave and andy came over to steves house to. it was like old times. we tried to play hide and seek but charlieand dave suck at it. then we went to tullies to meet up with jen and ashly. i saw sara pierson there and it was weird. i think it was the firsttime i saw her scince prom when she stopped talking to me beccause she has a bad sence of humor. so now everyone is home so summer can begin. steve and i are going to hit the park today and hopefully get some rad footage.

20 years
well yesterday was my birthday. its funny for the first time ever more than 2 people imed me. i had a test and a presentation which sucked but the weather was so nice yesterday. the trails turned out to be kinda a bust for me because i crashed pretty hard but fortunatly i was wereing my fulll face. joe and pete were riding good.
the naked turtle
we went to the naked turtle for dinner. they have 24oz burgers that if you finish it you get a free t-shirt. 9 of us went but unfortunatly marilu had to leave early to study. the rest of us finished it. glen was the most impressive finishing his in under ten minutes. they told them that it was my birthday so the waitress brough the burger out with a candle in it. it was a fun night i have a new shirt now that says "if it smells like fish, if it taste like fish, it aint fresh."
well it was a good birthday trhis weekend i will get my presents.

Current Mood: awake
Current Music: dawsons creek

I brought the mosh
well today had its ups and its downs. i had my Stats final this morning and i don't know what i was thinking not dropping that class half a semester ago. i am pretty sure there is know way that can count on my major because i think it is safe to say i did below a c. i am really not forward to my parents seeing that one. i went to eat with marilu after the test and chris showed up which is always a pleasent surprise. after eating without even waiting a half hour marilu and i went swimming. what can i say we live dangerously. swimming was a lot of fun we had the whole pool to our selves and played all the little kid water games. it was awsome. after swimming it was off to the skate park which was also fun till i snapped my chain. shit happens oh well atleast joe helped tow me back. I saw the finish product on marilus video from the march and it is really good. i am actually kinda jelious her first video turned out so much better than mine but you can't really compare the two completely different.
so chris jamie shre shre and i went to a show in saranac lake. its kinda weird because all the same bands are playing here tommarrow. i don't really get why we drove for an hour to see them but it was fun non the less there were a bunch of hijinks. at the show there was nobody dancing or anything and i felt bad for the bands so i brought the mosh. chris and i were the only 2 on the dance floor and it felt weird. i mean i can say i was the best dancer out there. ahahahahahahaah

Current Mood: sleepy

Rach is awsome
well last night i checked my mail for the first time in like 3 weeks. Rach sent me a letter which was awsome even though you talk to people all the time its always awsome to get real mail. it just makes me feel cool. other then that not much happened we lost out soft ball game yesterday but it was a good game today we won because the other team didn't show up. yay. joe and i went to the trails. i didn't think i would be nervous but i was. i mean last time we rode dirt i got knocked out and was put out of comision for a while. then we built the jumps bigger so i had to come back from a bad crash to bigger jumps my first few were awfull but then i got the hang of it and worked almost back to where i was. i just finished a paper for mass media and i am hoping that joe and pete want to ride uptown later but i doubt it.

Current Mood: accomplished
Current Music: BANE

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